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Today I am awesome (I think, possibly, maybe not)

This morning I am awesome.  Is it ok to say that? Do I sound silly? Big headed? This morning I bathed the baby, WITHOUT my husband being here. (Massive sense of achievement). The baby survived our bath time experience-negotiating a slippery babe is no mean feat. He had his hair washed during our bath time experience, heck yeah he even enjoyed the bath time experience.  Moments after successfully getting the baby out of the bath I discovered that his towel was soaked, as  was my bed. Darn. The previously clean baby was now soaked in his own urine. Today I am not awesome. I totally jumped the gun. Do I need to bath him again? Can I even do it twice in a row on my own? First time was initially a success, so I doubt a second time will be too....

Introduction

Well hello there... This blog has been at the back of my mind for the past three months or so, and I've recently concluded that if it helps just one person to understand anxiety, or better still helps one person with anxiety to know they're not alone, then it's worth the time and effort. I have had a real battle with my mind for a good fifteen years or so, though I do remember even the tiniest of anxieties creeping in to my pre-teen brain. But it's only really been the past 5 - 10 years or so that these anxieties have really impacted on me. So, the following posts will be various events from my past and present, accompanied by that voice inside, that itriational voice that is the bane of my life. Such events include - pregnancy, motherhood, school years, work worries, holidays, and even run of the mill things like school runs and supermarket trips. The types of anxieties vary, but my speciality? Predicting and dwelling on the extreme worst case scenarios....